Nows it's forever --

My brains spun a leak
10 plastic hangers restart heart
w/ electronic charge
the best of bad thoughts
now worse than once charred
at long dawn
mistakes became yawns
and sighs
and blinks
drowned by a glasses clink
that night
THE ring
turned into a trip
and
made you a hill
made just for a slip

and I know those thoughts
and things never said
will blow like hung sheets
when I trade off to bed

maybes my fault
I don't fight
I don't beg
I never too proud
to kneel on one leg